From : MariaDate : 09. avgust 2002 13:21
To : janez
Dear janez ,
As usually you are correct. Love is really blind. My fother likes to joke and sometimes he say: " Woman can't see a dog with a trousers that she always think that is the biggest love of her life!" I think in a certain way he is correct. I think it was very good for me this experience. I lerned to much! I learned that life must be lived and I learned that love is the most important feeling in my life. Now I think that I know how to love. A friend of mine told me yesterday:
" Maria , I want to merry with a man with more than 40 years, so that when I come to that age (she has 26) he still loke at me with proud!" I think she is right. I look to youth now and I think they haven't almost nothing to give. Barbara told me one thing that I will never forget: "You must look at the sky, you must see that sun!" I remember this so many times. I wish I could tolk with her again. Dear janez , I want you to now that you have a very good friend here and when you want or need to talk I'm here to listen.About the songs you choose the most sad songs I ever listen. Anyway I will translate some for you.I will wait for your news.
A big hug and a big kiss for youMaria
SUSPIRAS QUANDO ME VEDES
SUSPIRAS QUANDO ME VEDES
SUSPIRAS QUANDO ME VEDES
SUSPIROS DE SAUDADE
OXALA QUE ISSO NAO SEJA
OXALA QUE ISSO NAO SEJA
OXALA QUE ISSO NAO SEJA
SUSPIROS DE FALSIDADE
OS SUSPIROS DE AMOR
OS SUSPIROS DE AMOR
OS SUSPIROS DE AMOR
CUSTAM MAIS A SUPORTAR
OS SUSPIROS DO MEU BEM
OS SUSPIROS DO MEU BEM
OS SUSPIROS DO MEU BEM
E QUE ME FAZEM CHORAR
Sad song
From: janez
Date : 09. avgust 2002 14:53
To: Maria
dear Maria
I am so glad about your last mail. if you mean it what you wrote I think you are on theright way to be happy again someday. Your father was right but I would add that sometimesit means for men too. Your 26 year friend had to have also some bad experiances with youngand maybe she is right. I remember my grand parents told me that in old times (100 yearsago) mens married at about 35-40 years old and women 16-22 years old. They had reason. Barbare told you this wonderfull. I like her very much because we colud talk many times about very different things. In uur group we are very happy to Bruno and Barbara, last few month they are new persons, full of life. In mails before I wanted to tell you that you have a lot of life before you. Barbara and Bruno are excelent example for this.What about new apartement. Do you like it, is there enough place, is it in Argoncilhe.Sorry to send you sad songs, I couldn't know. If possible find me some other songs or what ever you choose. You know, in Argoncilhe I tried to read your newspaper. It was a sport (football) and when I read it I understand some words and guess what is writen about. Somewords I can understand because I was leraning French at school. When we were passingFrance I was very surprised when I was talking french and people understood me.Sorry, I have question. Maybe somebody found at school a book in strange (Slovenian) language. Author is Adams Douglas.I must tell you about very CRASY IDEA. I would like to make a travel and turist agency on purpose to send turists (by Igor bus) from Ljubljana to Porto, Espigno, Argoncilhe. I was talking about this with Igor and he said it is not so crasy idea and maybe we shall try nextyear. Maja also said it would be fantastic. But one of very important things is to have people in Portugal which we shall trust and who will trust us in bussines. Of cause we were thinking on YOU beacause we trust you, we like you and also we saw everythinj was perfect under your menaging our staying at school and super comunication between you and me from the first moment. Groups would change after every 10-14 days with the program you prepared for us - without evening performances. What you think about idea.I am waiting for next mail, just write me what you are doing or thinking aboutI send you best regards from Igor and Maja, I sent your regards ba email toBarbara and Bruno
with love your friend janez
Crasy idea
From : Maria
Date : 09. avgust 2002 15:44
To : janez
Dear janez ,
Thank you so much for your message. I love it! About your idea, you have to tell me something more about it. Who are the people that may come. What are the objectives of the trip. Tell me everything.
My apartement is near Casa . It is new, has 2 rooms, 2 bathrooms, 1 kitchen and 1 living-room. For now it is very good.This week you sent me an e-mail were you said about our first meeting. You were right. I was a little scared, because I didn't knew what you would think about me. When I went to the bus and I saw so many people looking at me I almost didn't feel my legs! I was so nervous! Than I realise that you were so nice people and I felt so good! I keep saying that I have very good friends in Eslovénia. I'm a very lucky woman!Send my best regards to all.
A very big kiss for you and all my best wishesMaria
