I am glad you talk with me

Your friend janez
From: Janez

Date : 07. avgust 2002 20:17
To: Maria

dear Maria
I am glad you can talk to me about your problems. For me it means we are real friends. During my life I found out that friendship and love becomes at once but it is very hard to keep such opurtinity. I felt you must be very nice person through our emails before we meet in Argoncilhe. At first moment we meet I knew you are a special women and some of my friends told me the same. I'll never forgot : I was in bus and you were in the car. I went out and my friends said : 'go on Janez , she is not beating you' . When I saw you going to me i said to myself "hey, she is a little bit afraid " . I was a little bit afraid too ... BUT .... I found out with no reason.
Dear Maria . About your cousin. Is for you bigger problem your cousine and her familly or your housband? I know you very short time but as I understood your cousine is bigger problem. But because of you you must find out this very soon. You can find a new housband but the relations you can't choose.
About buying your dothers : Just be as you are , love them as you do , give them what you have and beleive me you will do the right think. It is normal that children likes gifts and so on. Your housband will stay their father for ever so it is also his duty to give things to his chlidren and help you to put them through 'tenage' years. Did you find new flat in Argoncilhe. If possible send me your address.
I must tell you something obout me: whenever I am reading your mails or writeing you, I am listening for Portugal music I got from Portugal group. I like it more every time I am listening it. I decided to begin learning Portugal language. Can you give me advice how to start. I have an idea. Can you write me some short mails in englis and portugal. I know it will be very funny when I will write portugal words and when I should try to speak, nobody would understand me. But listening those songs i am reading the text which are with the CD. But I dont understand what I am singing and it doesn't matter. I sent your best regards to Bruno and barbara, they left today on hollidays in Croatia islands.
waiting your mail
with love janez

good morning and have very nice day
From: janez
Date : 08. avgust 2002 09:14
To: Maria

dear Maria

dont't give up, in some month you will see it was not so hard as it looks now

lp janez

12 years loving someone who
From : Maria
Date : 08. avgust 2002 15:50
To : janez

Dear Janez ,Thank you so much for your support! The problem is not my cousin. I speak with her when I need. Is just that I never thought that a person of my family could do that with me. They hurted me in my proud, my heart... It's seems to me that I wast 12 years of my life loving someone that didn't even respect me. I don't know if one day I will love someone again, but I have to confess that I'm to scared for that.About the portuguese, Why don't we make an exchange. I teach you portuguese and you teach me your language. To start you can send me the words of the music that you listen and I will translate to you. What do you think?I have to go now. I only came here to see your e-mail. My doughters are in Espinho with their father and I will go to clean my new home. I can't wait for your letter!

Accept all my best wishes

Maria

Facts
From: janez
Date : 08. avgust 2002 23:32
To: Maria

dear Maria
Unfortunatly you are one of many people (women and man) who has such terrible expirance. it's normal and too early to make some finaly decisions of your future life, you are young and beautiful enough to make you new life. But you need time, it will months or maybe years but .... I think I understand about your proud but you must know - if you want you will be winner with your children, without your thistime housband (ex) and without cousin. At once you'll meet somebody and you will know you will not be afraid. But I think you must go out with your friends : for instance you said you will begin to dance again with your folclore. I am sure it will be very good for you. You will meet other people and it is very important. 12 years is very long time but you have much more than 12 years before you!!! I thin you learned some very important things
- love is blind
- the respecting is almost most important think to leave together or to be friends - normaly it must be
phisical atraction / not miss or mister of the who knows what! - there must be a lot together hobbies - you must trust each other - you must know to forgive sometimes but not so long as you did.
Uf, there is a lot important conditions but when I am writeing this for you I am talking to myself also. Sorry, maybe talking too much.
About method of learning I very agree. About this CD I am listening them - is there maybe a dialect from Azores icelands?

a lot kisses and the best regards to you and your children
your friend janez